Thanks To Ameera ,my cute lil sis ~

Firstly ,i was a good boy and mummy's boy ,but the naughty-ness was there since i born .but not till the extreme where i use to be in the 2000 till 2008.i learn many things from this 8 years .2000 masih baru nak naik ,hahaha .standard .
2000 to 2005 Wan Black .
esplanade and marina ,beating up Skinheads and Punks was my hobby that time hahaha and clubs with my Real bro .
Then ,i become more and more degil when everyone start to respect me and kind of stuffs after i jage my ex school and that was the stuppidest thing i have ever done before hahaha ,i dunt know why people scared of me ,i am not a monster or what but just a human -being .I always think that was my life ,i when to the path now and ever .
2006 to 2007 Wyte .
2006 was career breakdown .Hahaha ,where i and my closest BROTHER , Called Bon Casper get caught .The Cnb officers ambush and just burger us ,We put trust at each other after we got caught,Cnb Officers tried many ways ,by giving us Ciggeratte to smoke and sweet talk ,tried to act fierce hahaha and the worst part i hated was they all burger me outside the 7 eleven at Peninsula .after urine test all ,the funniest part was ,while we were waiting for register the lock up cell .There were group of protitutes before us ,they were like HAHAHA .no comment ,and this officer ,i think a Cid ,indian Cid ,he see see them like wanna make love like that . ,wahlauwei ,sakit betul ahhahaha .then after all that ,i dapat lepas already .I waited for Bon , i thought he was out with me ,but no ,they didnt let him to be bailed cause he was rude to his mother ,wahlauwei .then i went to meet yang lain ,went to Penni see everything is okay anot And it was not okay ,My brothers ,one by one were starting to get ambushed .Wahlau .Then i one by one went in ,but me ?i lepas ,That was a miracle but Bon get 5 years 5 stroke ,that was where i was felt lucky and at that time where we all seperated .Until now i treasure this song .I can walk on water ,i can fly by Basshunters .Many memories with Bon from that song .Can really cry .The best part we enjoyed when we were in Brown Sugar and use to be ours .We lost our Penni ,Our Brown S and that was a break down .After that i still never wanted to wake up ,but kept going up and up .I love to help weak people .i will purposely go and Hung/carik pasal if a see a person bullying the weak ones hahahah .I stop drugs for time being ,Because the Cnb were still going after me hahahaha .Waiting for me to silap But somehow i escaped cleverly .

2008 Wan Black .
I was the worst ,i started back everything and more dangerous .I never did respect anyone Even my own Head and Parents ,i am sorry mummy .I treated there i had no Head and was always independant .He woke up when i fought with him at Lucky plaza for scolding my mother ,nabey chibye he hahahaha .After that he woke up and stoped playing a fool with me ,then i got chase out of my house wahlauwei .Mummy doesnt wanna see my face again .At that time i didnt gave a thought about her feelings but i got angry and i just walked off .but now ,i realising that i was worst then an animal .I stayed in Grandma house like Childhood ,she was the best .always there like my parents and family .
Okay Now i Declare the truth to Everyone .
Then it came this incident at Memo By Fucking Mamat Lako and the Gang ,They were the worst gangster i had ever seen before ,seriously .Never mind ,i am boiling for their coward-ness .First got this Gina Gina Mamat Lako sound me ,ask bla bla bla as usual .Then after they know they walked off .They said dunt want hal ,okay fair enough .That night ,i went to send the earpiece back to my friend at Cityhall Mrt station and returned back to Memo to meet Aidi and was Waiting Heyda .While i was walking back there ,my friends pulled me and said ,ade org carik _ _ _ _ and asked me to walk off and i was degil and scolded my friends and said i am not a fucking worm and i asked Sulaiman stay one side and see the free show hahaha .I went to Mamat Lako .There goes the Fight night .He punched me Once at the face while talking And the rest of the punches didnt fall on me but falled on him Hahahaha.Then His Fucking Gina2 dunt want his Fucking name to jatoh .One by one join in ,but still i was still standing having fun and i suddenly i saw something shiny And i bewared .then it came aiming my head but i bloked using my hand and that was when i falled down .I just cover my face ,they stab my thigh three times ,hahaha .Then i heard shoutings and cryings . Sulaiman came to me ,i asked for sulaiman's hand ,he pulled me up and i didnt gave up ,the fire was still burning .I gave a chase Bowing like a mad Person never did i think of my hand .They ran off by a lorry ,I was very fustrated at that time ,then there was this Malay guy called Lee Botak with his wife and child came to me helped me ,i fucked him upside down cause mistoked him and everyone i see my head was thinking want tjr i want tjr .Aidi and Abang Lee hold my hand then i realised my hand was nearly chopped off and was hanging .Ambulance arrived ,the fucking medic was the biggest bastard i hand he never kacau because it was hanging but my thigh he put his finger in the wound to see how deep and i was like OUCH you mother fucker hahaha .heyda arrived ,I hide that from Heyda ,but eventually she got to know she came to the hospital holding my cap with blodd stains on it.The news spread very fast ,My brothers were all they when I was Admitted ,my uncle came, make kecoh scolding me and i was like no strenght cause of the loss of blood ,Heyda ,Jass and Adan waited for me till my Operation finished .
After i woke up i saw heyda's face waiting for me to wake up .aww .
days past ,i was still angry ,The fucking Khai Cine prank me acting like Mamat Lako .I boiled ,shouting like a mad person in the hosp and wanted to leave to meet him but Heyda stopped me .
Then Cine came ,kne fuck from me .Then i was still flirty cocky ,heyda was beside me ,and i still talk to kinds of girls and heyda asked to say i was with her but i didnt and i made her cry again ,i am sorry .Next day ,woke up saw heyda beside me and My L _ _ _ Family came to visit me with porrige HAHAHA .My head then gave me the Nick 'Hero' hahaha .He suap me bubur ,then i told i havent smoke ,he shouted and asked for the wheelchair ,but i forgot i have tube down my penis wahlau ,.was really pain yknow i cant sleep turning on my left-hand side,My friends laughed at me making jokes ,making me happy ,hahaha .
Next day Heyda face again hahaha .Cak and Gang came ,by then i was able to walk .tube removed from my penis .Asked Cak to capai to me something ,he told me no need to ,hosp can get ,hahha,he went to the nurse saying my hand is pain ,gave me a strong pain-killer ,wow it was nice ,ahahahaha .i woke up 5 mins then sleep back ,it continued all the way till Heyda get to know ,hahahaha .Last day before i discharge fucking friends ,asked this nurse to bath me HAHAHAHA ,wahlauwei .I thanked this preety nurse for taking care of me too and while taking out the tube she cover my penis from others to see ,but she see sia wahlauwei .Heydah and Gui Younger bro laughed ,
I got discharged ,i after i got discharge went straight to Granny's house with papa and Heyda .I was planing to go up Mamat Lako's house ,i talked and Heyda heard .She told my papa about it and i fought with papa .he sweet-talked me But i didnt gave up ,i went up to Mamat Lako house ,wanted to burned down his house at Commonwealth but that fucker pindah already ,and Chinese family was staying there .they got frighten and we just walked off with fire burning in stomach .
Next day i get to know he got caught .Sot ,i didnt gave up ,i kept finding the others .All buat baik ,some peng ,some small kid wahlauwei .
I have This kecik in mind ,He declared to his brother he potong me ,but the brother he old was my scout .So i get to know ,and he also buat baik ,was finding him ,but now i leave it to Allah .He saved me ,giving me a chance to change and i dunt wanna waste it .Alhamdulillah . My family ,espacially my PAPA ,whoever i am ,what ever i did ,he was really very good ,caring and never did gave up on me ,so now its my turn to return him the favour .For guiding me through .
Mummy cried everysingle day ,and and ,i had a stone heart ,but while i was rabak .I had this strong feeling ,i need to change after seeing my papa and mama .

Thanks to Allah for opening my heart ,giving me a chance again and i will not misuse it and was there whenever i was in trouble .On that day i could easily die but i am still alive today means i am very very lucky and i am greatful .
i have made up my mind .I love this way ,being a slave of Allah .
I am going soon already ,everyone ,Do'a for me okayy ?(;
When i come back ,i will be a different and a better person ,a Noble Gentle-man Hahahaha .

Adios A Todos




To Heyda ;

Havooooooo .));, I am Sorry Haidah for being so animal to you ,i realised it now and i am hoping for you to forgive me .
I know we both wrong ,everyone makes mistakes ,but i was the worser one hmm ,
Thanks for taking care of me in the hosp and at home all ,i really wunt forget it and always be greatful .I know you had a hard time with me .I am Sorry okay .
You were the best ,i am serious ,no lie-ing .
Nevermind its okayy .you just take care and study hard okayy ((;
and and i will love you Always And will Always be in my Heart .
You was the sweetest i've ever had .
Elmo's World .